today was really nice.... im dead tired now though. the whole 9 hour time difference thing is beginning to occur to me though... but it was a cool day so i can still talk about it :)
josh came over around noon... and after many a hug and some talking, we biked over to saras house and hung out with her and robbie. then the 4 of us decided to be awesome like that, and walked over to adam and kevins houses and took them over to the park with us.... wear we blew bubbles and threw shoes and dragged eachother accross the grass and chilled like hippies. haha it was fun, i missed these people.
afterwards, we walked over to bristol farms and tar-jay and mcdonalds for soda and food and such... i miss italian food. it was cool anyways though, and craig met up with us.
on the walk back to saras house, we found a baby (well, teenage) hummingbird in the middle of the street. it was perfectly fine... but couldnt fly yet and seemed rather stressed out. im not sure if it was the best thing to do, but we picked it up and took it back to saras house... where we put it in a box with a dish of sugar water and some flowers. it liked eating... and kept trying to fly but it just wasnt working out. than we broke out the guitar and banjo... and became hippies again chilling with music and hummingbirds in a summery frontyard... craig didnt like the scene cuz hes stupid, but it was really nice. oh, and we named the hummingbird james bond! adams idea.
OH! and this HAS to be remembered... adam of all people said "relationships are actually beautiful things... its not all about the making out." everyone was like... whoa, adam! haha i love people
yeeah so later we went to the movies... but me and craig were the only wilson people so we were like aww.... but it was pretty cool anyways. saw batman... eh, some scenes were cool... but the acting wasnt very good and the story line wasnt the best and the love thing at the end was more wtf than padme and anakin.... so on the whole, tim burtons verson was 50 times better.
but, im a tim burton fan, i wasnt expecting much of this. eh. it had cool explosions.
and afterwards... i was crazy tired so i wasnt a fun person. aww.... poor sleepy emele... ran into daisy and talked about dance and stuff for awhile. kaloni made advanced... omg im so happy for him. i made beginning level 2, so im dropping dance cuz that conflicts with band. yep... whateva. starbucks didnt help my sleepyness at all.
but steven called... and we breifly talked, but i honestly have no idea what i should do about stuff. hes been a horrible boyfriend the last few weeks... but i know its better when im not on the other side of the world. and i still really like him... and after hes stopped speaking to me, lied about at least one thing, and done whatever with whoever... still liking him must really mean something. either that or im just that pathetic.
iono, itll take a lot of thinking and talking... but combolations to you, jackee. all the stuff youve been saying lately about everything just being in your head really helps me with this. i needed to hear that i should just go with what i want... and just not think something if i dont like it... it keeps me from making the situation worse than it is. cuz its honestly not THAT bad... haha.
we agreed to talk tomorrow, in any case. josh has made me feel better too... though im sure thats nothing new to anyone haha. hes such an awesome person. and he loves tasha so much... he has a lot to look foward to this summer and in comparison to this time last year... its unbeleivable seeing him this happy and i really really love it. thanks, tasha :)
urg cuts arent agreeing with me, again. so sorry if you actually read thorough all that... haha im boring when im tired... and i am indeed quite the sleepy sauce, so i guess ill write laterr. cool day :) LOOOVE!